Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Thank Goodness for Adrenaline Rushes

Still on a high from Taekwondo, so I may as well enjoy it because I can guarnatee that its not going ot stick around long.

So major disaster in my life right now-
I was talking to one of my besties from primary school the other day on msn and shes all like, 'You havn't even changed since year six, I'm too grown up for you, I don't like you anymore, I don't want to be your friend anymore.' Atm I'm feelin like, 'Screw you Nina, I'd rather be a kid at heart than an adult.' But this 'Screw you' feeling is only coz of the high from taekwondo. It'll start hurting again soon. And its made it doubly worse because my other bestie from primary school, Rabbit, apparently shares Nina's veiw.

At least I've still got Krystal, Christine and Shelly form primary. I've been emailing Krystal lately and in her last email she's like, 'Going to high school shows u how much u need the ppl in the past to be in ur future, and i want u to be in mine 4ever', which made me feel soooooo good. I can't wait to see those three again. In primary our group was me, Nina, Rabbit, Krystal, Christine and Shelly.

Argh! I hate this! This is impossibly painful. I lost two friends. Two! This sucks. They are the type of friends you think you'll have forever, but before you know it they just diasappear...

There goes the adrenaline rush. Sigh.

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